But this time. I'm debating. I had a great night in. That may seem lame and uneventful. But given the choice, I think I made the right one. I love the crew. Flat 9 is amazing. But more than that; I'm seriously beginning to learn... there is no epiphany. There is no light. There is no sign. There is me. There is who I am. There is what I want.
I am who I am. I am what I am. I can't reverse the last 20 years, nor do I want to. But the point is; my personality isn't going to change. Sure I may be a bit bolder, a bit more confident, but at the end of the day, I'm still going to be the same old me. And as much as that sucks, it's also quite conforting... knowing I can be who I am anywhere. And do what I like with people who like the same things... I love my life. I love England. I love San Diego.
And I hope one day soon, I will fully love me and the choices I've made...
Ooohhh I feel it coming.
One way or the other...
its going down.
Soon.
Get ready.
I'm not.
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