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I just woke up, it's 11:11... usually I'd say make a wish. What do I wish for today? In light of waking up with nothing to do, and apparently that making me feel a little lonely and emo, I think I'd wish for no more disappointment. I'm tired of getting my hopes up, but here comes the difficult part: you can't live without hope. You have to get excited about things, you have to look forward to things, you have to put yourself, heart & soul, out there, you have to care. So while my urge to not care about anything and "live" life as a hermit is not nearly as strong as it has been in the past, I still hate the sting.