Two.

I have two ideas in my head; there is the incredible dominant feminist power job with my ridiculous salary and my sweet flat and my puppy and my life in the city. And then there is me in love.

All I have ever wanted for my life has been love.

I know this is juvenile and probably narrow-sighted, but ... it's all I've ever wanted.

I don't know how to have both; I don't know how to have either.